[Oe List ...] Hello

[A. M. Noel]

  Dear Margaret,
  Thank you for sharring the completed life Of Mary Lou Petersen.
  A.M.Noel ----- Original Message ----- 
  From: "aiseayew" <aiseayew at iowatelecom.net>
  To: <OE at wedgeblade.net>
  Sent: Thursday, July 08, 2004 4:15 PM
  Subject: [Oe List ...] Hello


  This is Margaret Aiseayew and I have just gotten added to this list
(because I became immeasureably confused in all our list shifting and lost
track of my request to get connected here).  I just sent this message to the
colleague dialogue list and since I haven't participated on this one I have
no idea how many of you may be on both. so I will apologize in advance.  It
was really the desire to send this message to the OE dialogue that pushed me
to try and figure it all out one more time.  Hope this finds you all well.
Thanks for being there.

  Remembering our Colleagues--especially Mary Lou Peterson
  Since we have been spending some time reharsing our journeys and
remembering our colleagues, I thought I would like to catch people up a bit
on Mary Lou Peterson.  She interned in Rochester and was assigned at least
to St. Louis, Atlanta, Pittsburgh and Chicago with sojourns in Indonesia and
Mexico.  Since some of us were as known through the assignments of our
children as we were by our own, I will rehearse that hers are Rob Jinks
(married with three girls and a boy) and Michelle Jinks Warnimont (divorced
with two sons), both of whom now live in the Chicago area.

  Some of you may know that a couple of years ago Mary Lou was diagnosed
with ALS (Lou Gehrig's disease/Tuesdays with Morrie, etc.).  We all have
those in the circle with whom we have been closer or remained closer than
others.  This is the case with Mary Lou and me.  She had been a participant
in, lurker on the dialogue for awhile, but as managing her computer became
more difficult she separated from the list.

  Just four years ago she went with me to New Mexico to visit Esther.  We
went horseback riding and mountain climbing.  Before I moved out to Iowa to
be with Dad, I helped her move from her condo on North Sheridan into
independent living in the Presbyterian Home in Evanston, Illinois.  I went
back less than a year later to help her move into the Nursing Home there.

  Mary Lou's spirit is as effervescent as ever.  For all of those of you who
remember her exceptional problem solving skills, she has applied them in
every way you can imagine as her physical ability has diminished.  She even
took a position on the resident board that worked with the home
administration to make the entire Presbyterian Home facility more accessible
to the variety of handicaps represented in the population there.

  Her condition is deteriorating at an increasingly rapid pace.  She is
dependent on others for nearly all movement as control of her extremities is
gone.  Her swallow reflex is almost gone (they have put in a feeding tube)
and you can hear it in her voice.  Our phone conversations that used to last
until all the news was shared, now last ten minutes at most.

  I share this with you, probably selfishly, to disperse the intensity of my
care.  Then I say that there have been times I have learned only after the
fact of the journeys and struggles of some of my colleagues and have felt
cheated that I did not have the opportunity to at least send energy their
way.  Some of you may have read some of the work of Larry Dossey on the
effect of prayer in the medical milieu.  His research showed that the most
effective prayer of all was "Thy will be done."  I suspect it is the most
useful because it helps us let go of our own desire to control reality and
leaves the subject of the prayer free to do their journey.

  I guess I want the highest possible quality of life, considering the
prognosis, to flow through Mary Lou for all her remaining days.  Some of you
may wish to participate in enhancing it.  Thanks to you all for listening.
  Grace and Peace, Margaret
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